old memories

hari ini, ngga tau kenapa, ak kepikiran C*. asem, kok bisa"nya sih? yakin lho ak sudah ilfeel sama dy ! tapi kok dy nongol" terus sih? nyebelin banget. siaul", malas banget ak liat mukanya lagi. kalo diinget inget kejadian ak sama dy ga penting betul e. tapi kok ak bisa suka ya sama dy? lama lho ! yeah right (-.- sigh). kalo ak pikir" duluuu banget it ak oon banget kok bisa seneng banget ya? sampe suka lagu x demi lovato yang get back (hey, the truth is this song just for HIM, and it's annoying !). dan SEKARANG ak baru aja sadar kalo ak clbk sama tuh lagu, ini LAGU x bukan orang yang sempat terinspirasi oleh LAGU itu ! NOOOOOPE. in the night, i hope that he would call me,HUAAAA :( kalo ak curhat soal C* pasti sama immas, laili, n riska yang paling sreg. gtw kenapa tapi ak seneng banget deh dulu, BANGET. god, i felt dumb right now ! all i wanna do is throw away one part of him in my brain and never ever want to rembeber it anymore. cause too much pain, isn't it? too long i have wait, and don't say that he's sorry for breaking every inch of my heart (hahaha, jijay). ngga kok, itu lebay. oke?
tapi kata icha pas ak cerita soal ini semua, dy bilang :
"hey bby, i know you just can't get over him yet"
kata laili :
"it's a lie that you have forgotten about him clearly"
kata immas :
"save your heart just for your BF right now, i know it's hurt. but it'd be more great if you just forget about him. believe there's a way you could get over him."
and actually, i really think that immas had a better idea about all this stuff. i can get over him, NOW ! i really do. really really do ! but some people just said i haven't. FYI, guys ! i don't like the way you treat me that way. i keep my promise, not to look back at my past. even just for seeing his face make me sick, i do.

aduh sambil nulis ini ak sambil dengerin lagu please forgive me-nya bryan adams. jadi ada efek" gitu, haha ok itu lebay. :) whatever, ak lagi butuh hiburan nih. mana mid smester ak males banget deh belajar. besok bahasa sama ekonomi, trus kamis pkn sama bio, ih apa ngga botak ak ngapalin pelajaran segitu banyak?! hiks :(

oia, ak ngapus satu post ku. soalnya ada beberapa hal yang ak ngga suka kalo sampe dibaca orang. huh, about C* pokoknya ak masih teguh pendirian kalo ak ud get over him ! since i'm ehem*. i'll be faithfull, hope so :D