well, as you can guess this time the title is listen to your heart. actually it's a title of a song. yeah, recently i am listening this music. and last night was the fit time to hear this song. after two months yesterday was my big mistake. really, i do. actually, i'm the person who have to apologize in the first place. but i'm too heartless to do that. (i'm sorry but it's true, yesterday you was really annoying!). well i'm sorry that i hurt you. i'm trying to care about you as much as i want to, but this is me. i'm kinda careless, so i hope YOU will understand.
geez, wait. i'm wrong? should i have done better than this? i'm just a bit confused. you've been acting like you've been abused by me lately, what's going on? all i do is treat you with respect, all the best and never nothing less. but you continue to mad, and i just don't know why ! what did I do to your heart? did I break, apart? all I ever get is attitude, constant never-ending bad mood from you. what's going on?! all I need is just an answer please so i can show you what you mean to me..
you say, don't. and i will do as you wish. but, think about yourself. don't you make a mistakes too? don't look at me, like i'm the one that always treat you bad. i'm guilty, yes, but you don't even try to make me change. sigh-.- it's a bad bad bad idea, i have last night ! i'm sorry. but that thought always followed me since we have bad mood. anyway, that's the only way i can think about. let me down so, for thousand reasons that i know to shared forever the unrest. maybe you were right, i was guilty. i don't wanna fight, i'm tired of being sorry. i've got to good to you.
would you believe me if i said i have try? i try to see how low i can get down to the ground. i try to earn my way. i try to change this mind. you better believe that i'm trying to do this. every single change need time, the problem is i don't know how long i can change. so be patient and wait for it, it's a miracle if you asked me :D LOL cause it's hard to make me care. my point is, you have to patinet for me. it's not like, i don't care about you, i care ! really, I DO. but sometimes i just get my own way and ignore you, it's me. and i have changed even it's hard. just for you. wait. i know waiting is sucks but it's the only way. i'd rather stay away, than have to hurt you like yesterday. i'm SORRY and THANKS for everything.
geez, wait. i'm wrong? should i have done better than this? i'm just a bit confused. you've been acting like you've been abused by me lately, what's going on? all i do is treat you with respect, all the best and never nothing less. but you continue to mad, and i just don't know why ! what did I do to your heart? did I break, apart? all I ever get is attitude, constant never-ending bad mood from you. what's going on?! all I need is just an answer please so i can show you what you mean to me..
you say, don't. and i will do as you wish. but, think about yourself. don't you make a mistakes too? don't look at me, like i'm the one that always treat you bad. i'm guilty, yes, but you don't even try to make me change. sigh-.- it's a bad bad bad idea, i have last night ! i'm sorry. but that thought always followed me since we have bad mood. anyway, that's the only way i can think about. let me down so, for thousand reasons that i know to shared forever the unrest. maybe you were right, i was guilty. i don't wanna fight, i'm tired of being sorry. i've got to good to you.
would you believe me if i said i have try? i try to see how low i can get down to the ground. i try to earn my way. i try to change this mind. you better believe that i'm trying to do this. every single change need time, the problem is i don't know how long i can change. so be patient and wait for it, it's a miracle if you asked me :D LOL cause it's hard to make me care. my point is, you have to patinet for me. it's not like, i don't care about you, i care ! really, I DO. but sometimes i just get my own way and ignore you, it's me. and i have changed even it's hard. just for you. wait. i know waiting is sucks but it's the only way. i'd rather stay away, than have to hurt you like yesterday. i'm SORRY and THANKS for everything.
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